Breathless... !!!! sesak nafas... yup.. itu yg sya alami sekarang...
bukan karna sakit, tapi karna ada tekanan dari dalam diri sendiri. n efeknya.. sesak nafas, uring-uringan, linglung, mood naik turun, sering bengong.. ==a efek yg cukup parah sya rasa.
>> kenapa?
kalo ditanya kenapa sya juga bingung jawabnya.. tapi yg pasti sya rasain, ada pertengkaran hebat yg terjadi antara hati dan logika sya.. logika saya bilang gak mungkin bisa, tapi hati saya bilang gak ada yang gak mungkin.. waduh.. yaudah gini jadinya... efeknya sya rasa hebat banget... dua-duanya sama2 kuat.. gak ada yg bisa dikalahin..
>> kok bisa gitu? emang mikirin apa?
mikirin apa ya? yg pasti sih keinginan.. lebih tepatnya hope.. harapan buat sesuatu yg sya pengen banget.. tapi ya itu.. punya harapan tapi di tentang keras sama logika saya.. logika sya bilang gak bisa, tapi jauh di dalam hati sya bilang pasti bisa.. gak tau gimana cara ngalahin salah satunya.. dua2nya kuat banget n buat sya jadi kaya gini... :(
>> trus gimana dong?
ya yg pasti sih sya harus ngalahin salah satunya, atau ambil tengah2nya yaitu "pasrah" .. gak ada cara lain lagi kayanya == .. tapi susah kalo ambil tengah2nya.. salah satu pasti brontak.. tapi mungkin saya bakal pilih logika sya.. yaa.. == logika sya harus menang, biar gak sakit nantinya... karna logika gak buat sya banyak berharap.. n kalo gak kesampaian sya bisa mati nanti *lebay :D* .
>> jadi pilih logika kamu yg menang nih?
iya... sya rasa harus logika sya yg menang... sya gak mau terpuruk karna harapan sya yg gak kesampaian :D .. kalo logika sya yg menang, otomatis sya jauh dari yg namanya keterpurukan.. :D
-FIN-
Sabtu, 17 Juli 2010
Jumat, 16 Juli 2010
Bad Day !!
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carrying on
[Chorus:]
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
Oh! You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
[Chorus:]
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
[Chorus:]
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
It seem what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
ya ya ya... i had a bad day... bener2 bad day... jatoh dari motor 2 kali.. buseehh... kemaren buat luka kaki kiri... sekarang buat luka kaki kanan...
gak luka sih sebenernya.. hahahaha *lebay* cuma memar2 aja... tapi tetep aja sakiiitttt !!! khu khu khu
motor harus ganti ban nih kayanya... bikin jatoh 2 kali... ban nya udah tipis...
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carrying on
[Chorus:]
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
Oh! You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
[Chorus:]
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
[Chorus:]
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
It seem what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
ya ya ya... i had a bad day... bener2 bad day... jatoh dari motor 2 kali.. buseehh... kemaren buat luka kaki kiri... sekarang buat luka kaki kanan...
gak luka sih sebenernya.. hahahaha *lebay* cuma memar2 aja... tapi tetep aja sakiiitttt !!! khu khu khu
motor harus ganti ban nih kayanya... bikin jatoh 2 kali... ban nya udah tipis...
joy enriquez-how can i not love you
Can not touch
Can not hold
Can not be together
Can not love
Can not kiss
Can not have each other
Must be strong, and we must let go
Can not say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you
Here in my arms
How does one waltz away
From all the memories
How do I not miss you
When you are gone
Can not dream
Can not share
Sweet and tender moments
Can not feel
How we feel
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave, and we must go on
Must not say, what weve known all along
Hook
Must be brave, and we must be strong
Can not say, what weve known all along
lagi suka yg melow2 nih kayanya sya == dari tadi dengerinnya yg beginian == lagu jadul, melow pula.. == haduh.. sya kenapa ya??
Can not hold
Can not be together
Can not love
Can not kiss
Can not have each other
Must be strong, and we must let go
Can not say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you
Here in my arms
How does one waltz away
From all the memories
How do I not miss you
When you are gone
Can not dream
Can not share
Sweet and tender moments
Can not feel
How we feel
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave, and we must go on
Must not say, what weve known all along
Hook
Must be brave, and we must be strong
Can not say, what weve known all along
lagi suka yg melow2 nih kayanya sya == dari tadi dengerinnya yg beginian == lagu jadul, melow pula.. == haduh.. sya kenapa ya??
Proyek !!!!!
Butuh ide buat komik, buat novel/cerpen... n butuh mood yg baik.. kemarin2 udah niat banget... tapi gak tau mulainya dari mana.. dapet inspirasi dari lagu juga sih.. trus diliat dari kisah nyatanya kayanya pas sama lagunya..
aaahhh... tapi gimana mulainya ya? gak tau harus mulai dari mana.. padahal peralatan udah siap.. tinggal jalanin aja n dapet mood bagus... pasti lanca deh.. == tapi akhir2 ini kayanya lagi ada yg sya pikirin.. tapi sya gak tau apa.. bikin sesak di dada.. sampe ngerasa menyakiti diri kayanya menyenangkan... parah euy... haduh haduh..
aaahhh... tapi gimana mulainya ya? gak tau harus mulai dari mana.. padahal peralatan udah siap.. tinggal jalanin aja n dapet mood bagus... pasti lanca deh.. == tapi akhir2 ini kayanya lagi ada yg sya pikirin.. tapi sya gak tau apa.. bikin sesak di dada.. sampe ngerasa menyakiti diri kayanya menyenangkan... parah euy... haduh haduh..
Beautifull girl - chipmunks
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over
Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)
Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy
(Repeat Chorus)
Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)
Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over
Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)
Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy
(Repeat Chorus)
Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)
Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...
Put Your Records On
Wanita yg punya nama lengkap Corinne Jacqueline Bailey, yang lebih dikenal dengan nama Corinne Bailey Rae, seorang penyanyi, penulis lagu,juga gitaris. salah satu lagunya yg berjudul Put Your Records Onpernah dibuat soundtrack film Alvin and the Chipmunks. lagu ini dinyanyikan oleh Chipettes, lawan main Chipmunks di film Alvin and the Chipmunks. lagunya lucu soalnya suara vokalisnya dirubah jadi suara tupai. ini liriknya :
Three little birds, sat on my window
And they told me I don't need to worry
Summer came like cinnamon, so sweet
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete
Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
And nothing seems to change, and it all will stay the same
Ohh, don't you hesitate
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
Just go ahead, let your hair down
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow
Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely
Sipping tea in a bar by the roadside
(Just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you
Gotta love that awful hairdo
Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change
Don't you think it's strange?
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
Just go ahead, let your hair down
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow
Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer?
Do what you want to
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
Just go ahead, let your hair down
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
Just go ahead, let your hair down
Ohh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow
yg mau download tinggal klik ini
Kamis, 15 Juli 2010
L.O.V.E
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very-very extraordinary, and
E is even more than anyone that you’re adore
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for do
Do in love can make it
Take my heart but please don’t break it
Love was made for me and you
tau lirik lagu itu kan? yupz.. siapa yg gak tau.. itu lagu terkenal banget.. lagu itu yg lagi asik sya dengerin sekarang.. eh.. lagi asik dengeri lagu itu... tau2 ada yg bilang suka sama sya == hadeuh.. hahahah... aya2 wae... sya cuma bisa ketawa aja... soalnya sya juga gak bisa ngapa2in.. maaf ya ^^
O is for the only one I see
V is very-very extraordinary, and
E is even more than anyone that you’re adore
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for do
Do in love can make it
Take my heart but please don’t break it
Love was made for me and you
tau lirik lagu itu kan? yupz.. siapa yg gak tau.. itu lagu terkenal banget.. lagu itu yg lagi asik sya dengerin sekarang.. eh.. lagi asik dengeri lagu itu... tau2 ada yg bilang suka sama sya == hadeuh.. hahahah... aya2 wae... sya cuma bisa ketawa aja... soalnya sya juga gak bisa ngapa2in.. maaf ya ^^
Mana Duluan, Ayam atau Telur?
VIVAnews - Para ilmuwan berhasil menjawab salah satu tebak-tebakan tertua di dunia, mana yang lebih dulu, ayam, atau telur?
Melalui komputer super, tim dari Universitas Sheffield dan Warwick, Inggris menemukan jawabannya. Apakah itu? Ayam.
Kepada laman Harian The Sun, ketua tim peneliti menjelaskan bagaimana mereka berhasil memecahkan teka-teki tersebut.
"Apa yang kami temukan adalah 'kecelakaan' yang menyenangkan. Awalnya, tujuan penelitian kami adalah menemukan bagaimana binatang membuat cangkang telur."
Menurutnya, selama ini, masyarakat telah menganggap remeh ayam. Kami tidak menyadari proses luar biasa yang ditunjukan para ayam dalam proses pembuatan telur.
"Sadarkah Anda, ketika memecahkan kulit telur rebus di pagi hari, Anda sedang menyaksikan salah satu material luar biasa di dunia."
Cangkang telur memiliki kekuatan sangat luar biasa, meski beratnya sangat ringan. Manusia tak bisa membuat benda seperti itu, bahkan yang mendekatinya.
"Masalahnya, kita tak tahu bagaimana ayam membuat cangkangnya."
Tim peneliti lalu menggunakan komputer super milik Dewan Riset Sains Inggris (UK Science Research Council) yang berbasis di Edinburgh. Komputer itu dinamakan HECToR (High End Computing Terascale Resource).
"Kami ingin menelusuri bagaimana telur terbentuk, dengan melihat proses detail telur secara mikroskopis."
Yang pertama dicari adalah, mengetahui 'resep' yang digunakan ayam untuk membuat cangkang telur.
"Dengan bantuan komputer canggih, Kami memecahkan masalah ini selama berminggu-minggu. Sementara, ayam bisa menyusun cangkang itu hanya dalam semalam."
Lucunya, pemilihan cangkang telur ayam sebagai fokus penelitian benar-benar tak disengaja. Para peneliti memilih telur ayam karena proteinnya sederhana untuk ditelaah.
Namun hasilnya ternyata sangat mengejutkan. "Kami memecahkan teka-teki sepanjang masa. Ini mengagumkan."
Hasilnya, ditemukan protein khusus yang ada di tubuh ayam. Protein itu adalah adalah 'tukang bangunan' tanpa lelah, menyusun bagian-bagian cangkang mikroskopis membentuk cangkang telur.
Protein itu menginisiasi proses pembentukan cangkang sebelum menyusun bagian telur yang lain.
Tanpa protein pembangun tersebut, telur tak mungkin terbentuk. Dan, protein itu hanya ditemukan di rahim ayam. "Itu berati ayam ada duluan sebelum telur."
Tapi, dari mana ayam berasal?
Beberapa teori mengatakan, nenek moyang ayam menciptakan telur zaman Dinosaurus.
"Penemuan kami sangat potensial. Sebab, cangkang telur dibentuk dari banyak kristal kecil. Kita bisa menggunakan informasi ini untuk mengetahui cara membuat dan menghancurkan struktur kristal lainnya."
Sebagai contoh, untuk menghilangkan kerak di ceret maupun pipa. Penelitian ini juga berimplikasi medis.
"Karena tubuh kita menggunakan metode yang sama untuk membuat gigi dan tulang, kita bisa belajar lebih banyak tentang bagaimana membangun kembali tulang manusia." (adi)
sumber : http://id.news.yahoo.com/viva/20100715/twl-mana-duluan-ayam-atau-telur-ini-jawa-cfafc46.html
Melalui komputer super, tim dari Universitas Sheffield dan Warwick, Inggris menemukan jawabannya. Apakah itu? Ayam.
Kepada laman Harian The Sun, ketua tim peneliti menjelaskan bagaimana mereka berhasil memecahkan teka-teki tersebut.
"Apa yang kami temukan adalah 'kecelakaan' yang menyenangkan. Awalnya, tujuan penelitian kami adalah menemukan bagaimana binatang membuat cangkang telur."
Menurutnya, selama ini, masyarakat telah menganggap remeh ayam. Kami tidak menyadari proses luar biasa yang ditunjukan para ayam dalam proses pembuatan telur.
"Sadarkah Anda, ketika memecahkan kulit telur rebus di pagi hari, Anda sedang menyaksikan salah satu material luar biasa di dunia."
Cangkang telur memiliki kekuatan sangat luar biasa, meski beratnya sangat ringan. Manusia tak bisa membuat benda seperti itu, bahkan yang mendekatinya.
"Masalahnya, kita tak tahu bagaimana ayam membuat cangkangnya."
Tim peneliti lalu menggunakan komputer super milik Dewan Riset Sains Inggris (UK Science Research Council) yang berbasis di Edinburgh. Komputer itu dinamakan HECToR (High End Computing Terascale Resource).
"Kami ingin menelusuri bagaimana telur terbentuk, dengan melihat proses detail telur secara mikroskopis."
Yang pertama dicari adalah, mengetahui 'resep' yang digunakan ayam untuk membuat cangkang telur.
"Dengan bantuan komputer canggih, Kami memecahkan masalah ini selama berminggu-minggu. Sementara, ayam bisa menyusun cangkang itu hanya dalam semalam."
Lucunya, pemilihan cangkang telur ayam sebagai fokus penelitian benar-benar tak disengaja. Para peneliti memilih telur ayam karena proteinnya sederhana untuk ditelaah.
Namun hasilnya ternyata sangat mengejutkan. "Kami memecahkan teka-teki sepanjang masa. Ini mengagumkan."
Hasilnya, ditemukan protein khusus yang ada di tubuh ayam. Protein itu adalah adalah 'tukang bangunan' tanpa lelah, menyusun bagian-bagian cangkang mikroskopis membentuk cangkang telur.
Protein itu menginisiasi proses pembentukan cangkang sebelum menyusun bagian telur yang lain.
Tanpa protein pembangun tersebut, telur tak mungkin terbentuk. Dan, protein itu hanya ditemukan di rahim ayam. "Itu berati ayam ada duluan sebelum telur."
Tapi, dari mana ayam berasal?
Beberapa teori mengatakan, nenek moyang ayam menciptakan telur zaman Dinosaurus.
"Penemuan kami sangat potensial. Sebab, cangkang telur dibentuk dari banyak kristal kecil. Kita bisa menggunakan informasi ini untuk mengetahui cara membuat dan menghancurkan struktur kristal lainnya."
Sebagai contoh, untuk menghilangkan kerak di ceret maupun pipa. Penelitian ini juga berimplikasi medis.
"Karena tubuh kita menggunakan metode yang sama untuk membuat gigi dan tulang, kita bisa belajar lebih banyak tentang bagaimana membangun kembali tulang manusia." (adi)
sumber : http://id.news.yahoo.com/viva/20100715/twl-mana-duluan-ayam-atau-telur-ini-jawa-cfafc46.html
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